It's a sad day!!!

Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know it's been forever since I posted anything but I've been busy MOVING and the internet was down too!!! I probably won't be posting for a while now because well.. we're MOVING and won't have internet right away. So hang in there!!!

Why is it a sad day??? Well Corrie and Dawn and the kids left today. It's been good but yet sad seeing them for the past week as we were picking up the stuff and hanging out with them but now they're GONE!!!!! G O N E ! ! ! OUT OF MY LIFE!!! JK!! They'll stay with me in my heart forever and 3 days after that!

I felt ok going to the airport this morning and hanging out with them for a bit but the closer the time got to the point where they had to go through the gates I started feeling it and BAD!! And man when we went downstairs I tried so hard not to cry but as soon as Corrie looked at me and gave me a big hug I couldn't hold the tears in no more!!! I was crying so much I couldn't even speak or respond to him when he said "you're doing really well and I'm very proud of you!!!". I just got teary writing that. And when I was hugging Dawn for the last time and we were both crying and promising to see eachother again it really hit me-it might be the last time I ever see Dawn and the kids (Corrie will be back for PP). Even though Tito promised me we would go see them in Canada you still never know ya know... So yeah I couldn't stop crying and I'm still crying right now!! I didn't think it would be so hard to say goodbye even though it didn't feel like they were leaving forever!!!!

I got some pictures too but I'll post them soon... or.. well... someday!

Now on the other news... as I already said we're moving into our apartment.. FINALLY!!!! You know after 3 months of marriage you would want to move into your own place.. ahem..!! The apartment is freakin awesome!!! You will all be invited over once we are totally moved in! It's awesome I tell you!!!! I will be posting pictures too soon...like I always say! hah!

I find everything so harsh today. I feel like I can't do anything without bursting into tears. For example... "dad" asked me to buy his ticket online.. I mean how hard can it be right??? Well it caused to to start crying twice because I couldn't do it.... It's all the Block's fault!!!! They are responsible for ruining my day!!! But I love them! By te way Ester and I were the ones to stay near the gate till the bitter end and cry our freakin eyes out when others were just talking away about some unnessecary stuff!!! Like HELLOOOO??????? SOMEBODY THAT HAS BEEN IN YOUR LIVES FOR SO LONG (maybe not so long for some) IS LEAVING AND TAKING HIS FAMILY TOO!!!!

I asked Dawn if there was any way they could stay but she said she's asked that question many times and the answer has always been NO!!!

Here I am... crying my eyes out and getting ready to move... again!!! and go be with corrie&dawn's things is not gonna help... AT ALL! I'll get over it!

We bought Corrie's phone and when Tito asked me for it I wouldn't give it to him cause I just wanted to hold on to it for a little while longer.... btw... CORRIE, I GOT YOUR SIM CARD!!! Not that you would be needing it.. ever again... but just so you know!

To the Blocks: I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! YOU DON'T KNOW!!!! AND IT'S SO HARD ON ME RIGHT NOW BUT I KNOW I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN!!!!! I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!! AND MY HEART TOTALLY BROKE WHEN GABRIEL WAVED AND SAID "BYE TEELE" !!! ANYWAYS I LOVE YOU AND I'LL E-MAIL!!!


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY OHHHHH WHHHHYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????

:'(