I've reached a point in my life...

..where I'm really busy!! hehe... so Dawn hold on and calm down!! You'll get the details of my life when I have TIME to write them all down!! hehe!

So I don't even know where to start cause the last time I wrote something was like... forever ago. Just understand I'M BUSY!!! And yes I do have a life thank you very much!

We set another record this winter with the cold and all, at least that's what I think. It went up to -35 degrees or something like that as far as I know but then again I'm always at work so what would I know right? Well just know this: when most of you guys were still enjoying your precious sleep and turning the other side in your warm beds I had to get up at 6 am and get ready to go to work.. and in case you didn't know.. it's so much colder in the morning than during the day so yes I would know something about cold!!!! I sure hated going to work when it was -99 outside!! It actually got warmer already and just as everybody started taking out their summer clothes and swimming stuff (we're talking in january!!!!!) it hit -8 again! Well that's awesome isn't it? That's alright I'll be flying out of here in no time and will be enjoying the NORMAL weather!

So you are wondering what's going on in my life? ok well I'll tell you! (this is going to be a long blog but you asked for it!).

I had lunch with my brother Corrie (well he's not really my actual brother but we like to have it like that!) and his wife Dawn and their cutest little daughter Grace today and Dawn kept pushing me to update my blog and so I told her that I've been trying to update it more and I've started on quite a lot of new entries but I just never finished any of them because I always had to go do something else (usually it was sleep) and so I have a bunch of drafts in my ''inbox'' or whatever you want to call it! So hold your horses everyone! I'll do my best! (that goes for DAWN!!!!..who didn't blog today AT ALL!!!!! cough..loser!!!) :)

So you want the details of my life? okay here they are... I finally quit my job on Tuesday, I thought this day will never come!! I mean seriously! I actually was sad the whole day and when my boss came by and made me sign that paper I pretended I couldn't read or write so I wouldn't have to sign it! The customers brought me gifts and told me I was the best coffee maker that ever lived (of course I don't know if it was true or if they were just trying to suck up to me but it was nice of them anyway!). I had some of my friends come by too and of course I ended up staying there an hour and a half longer than I was supposed to! It was sad to clean out my stuff and say good bye to everybody cause even though I really DISLIKED some of the people and customers sometimes I knew I was gonna miss that job cause I had made such good friends and I really liked most of the people there and loved my boss!! Somebody should really give her an award for being so great and I never stopped telling her that either!

So now that I've had my life back for 3 whole days I can honestly say that I'm still getting used to the fact that I don't have to go to work anymore! I still get up at 8 in the morning (it was worse the first couple of days when I would wake up at 6 thinking I was going to be late for work!) but now I force myself to fall back asleep for at least another 2 hours cause this is supposed to be my resting time! If you think I sit around all day doing nothing now that I quit my job then well.. yeah I guess you're right in saying that about the past couple of days but actually wait! no that wouldn't be true cause I've done very important stuff too! I guess I'm kinda kicking back tomorrow and Sunday and maybe even Monday but after that I don't think you'll see me anymore well unless you are at the same places as me but I doubt you'll end up being at the ''välisministeerium'' or any of those places at all next week and ever if you're lucky!

Things are really coming together for me right now. Sometimes I feel like some days are just trying to sneak past me without me realizing that it's already a new day with new surprises and things to deal with and new things to enjoy and I don't wake up to see it until it's almost over and I have so little time left to do things I might have wanted to get done... ''oh no I've gone cross-eyed!!'' (quote from austin powers!).

Despite of all the every day little negative things and the last minute stress I'm very happy about everything that's happening right now! There's only a few days left till I get married to the man I love the most! And yes I do know what I'm doing and no ''dad'' 30 kroons will not make me change my mind or make me run away.. now if you'd say 3000???.. JUST KIDDING!!!! I LOVE YOU TITO!

It's kinda weird having to say ''good-bye'' to my friends as in ''sorry guys, I'm going to be married now and yes that means we won't be hanging out everyday and talking about boys anymore! but I'll see you when I see you and don't worry, I will still make time for you!'' or something like that! As you know this is all very new to me too because well yeah.. I've never been married before and that's a good thing! All I know is that I'm happy and confident in what I'm doing (no dad I already said i don't want your money!!!!! :D ). Pray for us this and next week though that we would handle all the last minute stress and that everything would go well and that we would be in God's will!

I guess that's all the details of my life for now. ''Tune in next time when... ''

I don't know if any of you even made it through reading it but to those of you that did... well.. it's your own fault! Should have stopped reading it when you had the chance! hehe... just joking of course!

nite